The other day I was sharing with a friend, how sometimes we all feel intensely lonely even in a crowd…and the friend said “Yes, we are here to make friends and peace with aloneness…as he is good with playing with words..he used the word ALL-ONE-NESS..
That inspired me to write this piece to another friend in a mail..I am just copy pasting that mail here….
As long as we continue to USE relationships, new ventures, new adventures, to run away from aloneness or in order to avoid aloneness or to fill the gap that the gaping hole of loneliness is…..we are not in any relationship…..
But the moment we can spend even a few moments alone with this pain and intense sorrow and sadness….without any distraction whatsoever….the present moment reveals itself to us in its full GLORY…..
Like the seed under the ground waits patiently for the right time to see sunlight!……
THE MORE I REALISE THIS I UNDERSTAND MY ORDINARINESS AND THE FUTILITY OF ALL FIGHTS, CONFLICTS, DESIRES AND DEMANDS…AND MAKING PEACE AND LOVE IS EASY…..AND LETTING GO IS WHAT ONE CAN DO…
All this is going to turn into ashes…..with only ALONENESS TO GO ALONG WITH….
I don’t write all this with only sadness but A SENSE OF HUGE RELIEF…..THAT THERE IS NO NEED ANYMORE TO PROVE ANYTHING..THAT HAS ALREADY BEEN PROVEN!!!
ARE WE READY TO PUT OURSELVES IN THE HOT LONELY SEAT OF SELF ANALYSES AND REALISATION…THAT COMES AT A COST OF ONLY ONE THING. ALL IMAGES OF I.